all of a sudden, i'm not in the mood for anything, wad exactly am i expecting? i actually mistaken her words. B online.. i still tot it was calling me.. bud it means be online.. not calling me.. a sudden of saddness took over me. aches took over my heart.
my world seems to be engulf by the dark clouds. the sun is no where to be seen. rain drops began to hit my body. trying to ease the aches.
i noe i shouldnt expect more. however i just cant help it.
ur part of my life. u took over my mind. i'm lyk an emtpy shell when im doing other stuff. a day without contacting hermuch. makes me feel so uneasy. i really really miss her so much. that kind of misses, i have nv experience before. this kind of love, so deep.. right now, i'm still falling, this kind of fall, nv had it before.. she is the one~ the one that i'm searching for all along. always wanted to ask her that question, bud i noe wad her ans will be.... still waiting~