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Every one has a story.
This is mine.
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Thursday, March 26, 2009
*sigh*
these few days..
we have a lot of misunderstanding..
ytd, tot of going to her sch to fetch her..
however, i tot she will say there isn't a need for me to fetch her from sch..
so i board the train towards jurong..
while in the train.. i was hoping to receive her msg fast.
cause its just a few stops from Admiralty to Yew Tee.
but its was kinda late..
so i have no choice bud to go home..
after that talked on phone for awhile..
at first still okie..
out of a sudden,
she just feel irritated..
there is nothing i can do..
given her personality..
not matter wad i say.
it doesnt help to calm her down..
i felt so useless.
when she is feeling down,
i couldn't do anything..
i always wanted to be beside her.
so that whenever she is feeling down,
there is always a hug to make her feel better.
bud i always cant be there..
i'm so freaking useless...
when she is crying and stuff.
i actually fell asleep..
cause i was too tired from my work..
and i have to wake up early too..
in the end i leave her alone..
in the morning..
she asked me to look at my mail..
den i realised she wrote so many stuff..
telling me that when she needed me..
i went to lala land..
its not that i wan to go lala land..
i'm just too tired..
i hope u understand...
den she said she was disappointed cause i actually went home rather than fetching her from sch..
that was my mistake..
i should have gone there without asking..
y do i always make the wrong decision..
always disappoint her..
always make her sad..
den she began to say that she dun worth my love..
dun wan me to be with a girl lyk her..
i was very very sad..
so i wrote back a long note for her..
waiting for her to come online..
den we chatted on msn..
she said that she s a bad girl.
cause she is bad to others, lyk her ex.
den always go crazy.. thinking that in the end i will leave her because she is crazy..
thinking that i wil get tired of calming her from her craziness.
so i kinda get a lil irritated..
cause she keep looking down on herself.
den i said.. since she noe thats the reason y her ex broke up with her..
y dun u do something to that..
den she said she is already used to being lyk that.
she told me wad she did when she was young..
lyk bully kids and stuff..
mayb thats y she is lyk that?
i really duno wad to do..
so i keep teling her i'm having headache..
feel lyk banging the wall..
den she told me her heart ache..
so she went to rest..
wanting me to give her a wake up call..
hahas.. that pig!
gave her so many missed call oso cant wake her up..
in de end tell me she only received 2 missed call..
den she went to check..
found out that i actually called 30 + missed call..
hahas.. such a pig..
a pig that i love the most..
Baby,
i just wan u to know..
no matter how bad u are.
i will try my best to tolerate it..
give in to u.
compromise u.
but i have to say..
i do have my limits..
and i'm sorry that i leave u alone..
i do wish to be there to give u a hug..
to give u comfort..
and no matter wad..
i will never leave u..
we are going to walk through thick and thin together..
we are gonna share each others happiness and sadness.
we will make it !
we will eventually get together..
so never give up!
never say die!
our love for each other will only get stronger..
i love u, baby!
you mean a lot to me!
ur my everything....
just so afraid to lose u...
these few days..
we have a lot of misunderstanding..
ytd, tot of going to her sch to fetch her..
however, i tot she will say there isn't a need for me to fetch her from sch..
so i board the train towards jurong..
while in the train.. i was hoping to receive her msg fast.
cause its just a few stops from Admiralty to Yew Tee.
but its was kinda late..
so i have no choice bud to go home..
after that talked on phone for awhile..
at first still okie..
out of a sudden,
she just feel irritated..
there is nothing i can do..
given her personality..
not matter wad i say.
it doesnt help to calm her down..
i felt so useless.
when she is feeling down,
i couldn't do anything..
i always wanted to be beside her.
so that whenever she is feeling down,
there is always a hug to make her feel better.
bud i always cant be there..
i'm so freaking useless...
when she is crying and stuff.
i actually fell asleep..
cause i was too tired from my work..
and i have to wake up early too..
in the end i leave her alone..
in the morning..
she asked me to look at my mail..
den i realised she wrote so many stuff..
telling me that when she needed me..
i went to lala land..
its not that i wan to go lala land..
i'm just too tired..
i hope u understand...
den she said she was disappointed cause i actually went home rather than fetching her from sch..
that was my mistake..
i should have gone there without asking..
y do i always make the wrong decision..
always disappoint her..
always make her sad..
den she began to say that she dun worth my love..
dun wan me to be with a girl lyk her..
i was very very sad..
so i wrote back a long note for her..
waiting for her to come online..
den we chatted on msn..
she said that she s a bad girl.
cause she is bad to others, lyk her ex.
den always go crazy.. thinking that in the end i will leave her because she is crazy..
thinking that i wil get tired of calming her from her craziness.
so i kinda get a lil irritated..
cause she keep looking down on herself.
den i said.. since she noe thats the reason y her ex broke up with her..
y dun u do something to that..
den she said she is already used to being lyk that.
she told me wad she did when she was young..
lyk bully kids and stuff..
mayb thats y she is lyk that?
i really duno wad to do..
so i keep teling her i'm having headache..
feel lyk banging the wall..
den she told me her heart ache..
so she went to rest..
wanting me to give her a wake up call..
hahas.. that pig!
gave her so many missed call oso cant wake her up..
in de end tell me she only received 2 missed call..
den she went to check..
found out that i actually called 30 + missed call..
hahas.. such a pig..
a pig that i love the most..
Baby,
i just wan u to know..
no matter how bad u are.
i will try my best to tolerate it..
give in to u.
compromise u.
but i have to say..
i do have my limits..
and i'm sorry that i leave u alone..
i do wish to be there to give u a hug..
to give u comfort..
and no matter wad..
i will never leave u..
we are going to walk through thick and thin together..
we are gonna share each others happiness and sadness.
we will make it !
we will eventually get together..
so never give up!
never say die!
our love for each other will only get stronger..
i love u, baby!
you mean a lot to me!
ur my everything....
just so afraid to lose u...
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