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Every one has a story.
This is mine.
A place where i dump all my emotions.
MoMo.
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231108260409
Every one has a story.
This is mine.
A place where i dump all my emotions.
MoMo.
義安理工龍獅團Goh Qing Zhou
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Starting to lose my confidence~
started to lose my confidence on sunday,
after i met her.
i reached home,
i have a question in my mind,
at first i couldn't recall wad i wan to ask.
in de end i remembered.
any way thats not the main point.
the main point is suddenly i feel lyk seeing her ex's profile,
so i went to her friendster and link them.
after i see their photos,
i started thinking about her past,
thinking how much she love her ex and stuff..
i felt so jealous..
i envy him,
yet feel that he is stupid,
to actually give up on her..
if i were him,
i would still hold on tight.
den today,
i went to visit the guy who is interested in her..
if she happen to visit my blog,
i would refer that guy as "stalker"
she will roughly who am i refering to.
back to the main point,
i went to the guy's archive,
read the post where he actually went down to taka while she is working,
and i read what he posted.
suddenly i feel sad again..
i feel so inferior.
as though i dun worth her..
even though i noe she and that guy are just mere friends or wad ever..
i duno..
i still feel sad..
i just duno y..
right now,
i'm working,
busy typing all the datas,
yet i just couldn't stop thinking and thinking.
DAMN!
why is my mind always thinking of the wrong stuff.
i should be thinking of my work,
yet i think of all these negative stuffs.
past few days,
we were happy,
cause we din think of negative stuffs,
enjoying those moments,
i couldn't stop blaming myself if one day she happens to leave me,
i will never forgive myself..
baby,
i'm sorry...
i couldn't help but to think..
i just wanna let u know,
this is the first time,
i fear so much,
compared to my past,
this love is so deep,
soo deep that i'm scared by it.
so afraid of losing you..
cant image how much u mean to me..
cant image how much my love is for u..
cause its still getting deeper and..
deeper...
lost and insecure~
you found me,
you found me,
lying on the floor~
surrounded,
where were you,
where were you~
started to lose my confidence on sunday,
after i met her.
i reached home,
i have a question in my mind,
at first i couldn't recall wad i wan to ask.
in de end i remembered.
any way thats not the main point.
the main point is suddenly i feel lyk seeing her ex's profile,
so i went to her friendster and link them.
after i see their photos,
i started thinking about her past,
thinking how much she love her ex and stuff..
i felt so jealous..
i envy him,
yet feel that he is stupid,
to actually give up on her..
if i were him,
i would still hold on tight.
den today,
i went to visit the guy who is interested in her..
if she happen to visit my blog,
i would refer that guy as "stalker"
she will roughly who am i refering to.
back to the main point,
i went to the guy's archive,
read the post where he actually went down to taka while she is working,
and i read what he posted.
suddenly i feel sad again..
i feel so inferior.
as though i dun worth her..
even though i noe she and that guy are just mere friends or wad ever..
i duno..
i still feel sad..
i just duno y..
right now,
i'm working,
busy typing all the datas,
yet i just couldn't stop thinking and thinking.
DAMN!
why is my mind always thinking of the wrong stuff.
i should be thinking of my work,
yet i think of all these negative stuffs.
past few days,
we were happy,
cause we din think of negative stuffs,
enjoying those moments,
i couldn't stop blaming myself if one day she happens to leave me,
i will never forgive myself..
baby,
i'm sorry...
i couldn't help but to think..
i just wanna let u know,
this is the first time,
i fear so much,
compared to my past,
this love is so deep,
soo deep that i'm scared by it.
so afraid of losing you..
cant image how much u mean to me..
cant image how much my love is for u..
cause its still getting deeper and..
deeper...
lost and insecure~
you found me,
you found me,
lying on the floor~
surrounded,
where were you,
where were you~
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