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Every one has a story.
This is mine.
A place where i dump all my emotions.
MoMo.
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Every one has a story.
This is mine.
A place where i dump all my emotions.
MoMo.
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
DAMN!!!
I'M SO GOD DAMN USELESSS!!!
i actually fell asleep and my phone auto shut down without knowing..
baby msged me, till now i couldn't receive.
she called bud my phone wasn't on.
she is feeling very tired..
very stress..
yet i can't do anything..
DAMMIT!!!!!
she injured her lips and it bled..
she feel lyk drinking and eating bud she can't...
and i duno wad to do..
DAMN ME!!!
she has been feeling damn irritated these few days...
i can only endure...
i have to endure and tolerate...
bud it just hurt me so much to see her lyk this...
yet i can't do anything...
i just wan to do something to make her feel better..
*ARGH*
she said she feel lyk banging the wall..
now i said..
i feel lyk wacking myself..
for being so god damn useless..
why am i born to be lyk this?
WHYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sigh*
she cried and was unhappy.
i noe she was unhappy because she couldn't find me.
cause my phone was off.
i f****** fell asleep..
and my bloody connection shows that i'm connected and yet i cant sign in msn.
baby just told me that..
she was unhappy cause she is worried about me..
as she couldn't reach me..
tinking that i should have reached home le..
she went online, couldn't see me online..
she tot i was with friends..
she tot that my phone low batt..
she tot that i went to cca..
afraid that something might happen to me..
i'm sorry baby!
i very very very sorry!
i'm sorry that i fell asleep..
i'm sorry that i made u worried about me...
its all my fault...
i'm sorry that i couldn't do anything...
i'm sorry that i couldn't make u feel better...
i'm lyk a burden to u...
*sigh*
dui bu qi bao bei! =(
I'M SO GOD DAMN USELESSS!!!
i actually fell asleep and my phone auto shut down without knowing..
baby msged me, till now i couldn't receive.
she called bud my phone wasn't on.
she is feeling very tired..
very stress..
yet i can't do anything..
DAMMIT!!!!!
she injured her lips and it bled..
she feel lyk drinking and eating bud she can't...
and i duno wad to do..
DAMN ME!!!
she has been feeling damn irritated these few days...
i can only endure...
i have to endure and tolerate...
bud it just hurt me so much to see her lyk this...
yet i can't do anything...
i just wan to do something to make her feel better..
*ARGH*
she said she feel lyk banging the wall..
now i said..
i feel lyk wacking myself..
for being so god damn useless..
why am i born to be lyk this?
WHYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sigh*
she cried and was unhappy.
i noe she was unhappy because she couldn't find me.
cause my phone was off.
i f****** fell asleep..
and my bloody connection shows that i'm connected and yet i cant sign in msn.
baby just told me that..
she was unhappy cause she is worried about me..
as she couldn't reach me..
tinking that i should have reached home le..
she went online, couldn't see me online..
she tot i was with friends..
she tot that my phone low batt..
she tot that i went to cca..
afraid that something might happen to me..
i'm sorry baby!
i very very very sorry!
i'm sorry that i fell asleep..
i'm sorry that i made u worried about me...
its all my fault...
i'm sorry that i couldn't do anything...
i'm sorry that i couldn't make u feel better...
i'm lyk a burden to u...
*sigh*
dui bu qi bao bei! =(
left 9:57 PM
yesterday went back to sch for training,
injured my toe.
and guess wad..
when i reached home,
i took of my shoe and socks..
damn! my toe partly is black..
black as in blue black..
and it felt swollen..
i cant even bend or straighten my toe..
i'm barely walking..
seems more lyk limping..
baby was kinda stress..
cause she has lots of work to be done by thurs.
and she is mentally worn out..
she felt sleepy.. so i asked her to sleep first..
when we are on the phone..
she is already fallen asleep..
called out for her quite a few times and no answer..
so i hung up the phone..
baby called back after i sent her a goodnight msg..
in de end she oso fell asleep..
my piggy! how i wish i can watch her sleep..
this morning, baby couldn't wake up early to do work..
partly my fault..
cause my alarm rang at 4 plus..
i was too tired,
went back to sleep instead of giving baby a morning call..
i'm sorry...
she was unnhappy with herself..
the lift broke down..
and i tink she was half way through when she just realised that she forgotten her file.
i noe she must be feeling damn screwed at that point of time.
it hurt me so much to see her lyk this..
when she is down.
wadever i said doesn't help..
cause she wun listen..
an i can't help much..
i'm so damn bloody useless..
all i wan is to do something for her..
i wan her to feel better..
thats y whenever she is feeling down i tried to joke..
bud it doesnt help..
she wans me to be serious and joke at the right time..
i'm sorry that i cant do that..
i can't solve her probs..
all i can do is stay by her side..
giving her my support..
when she is doing work..
i have to stay awake..
in case she went crazy due to stress..
so that i can give her comfort when she needs me..
imma superman in making.
i have to stay strong..
i have to endure..
i have to tolerate...
i have to be there!
i will always be there!
ps: its just the beginning ~
injured my toe.
and guess wad..
when i reached home,
i took of my shoe and socks..
damn! my toe partly is black..
black as in blue black..
and it felt swollen..
i cant even bend or straighten my toe..
i'm barely walking..
seems more lyk limping..
baby was kinda stress..
cause she has lots of work to be done by thurs.
and she is mentally worn out..
she felt sleepy.. so i asked her to sleep first..
when we are on the phone..
she is already fallen asleep..
called out for her quite a few times and no answer..
so i hung up the phone..
baby called back after i sent her a goodnight msg..
in de end she oso fell asleep..
my piggy! how i wish i can watch her sleep..
this morning, baby couldn't wake up early to do work..
partly my fault..
cause my alarm rang at 4 plus..
i was too tired,
went back to sleep instead of giving baby a morning call..
i'm sorry...
she was unnhappy with herself..
the lift broke down..
and i tink she was half way through when she just realised that she forgotten her file.
i noe she must be feeling damn screwed at that point of time.
it hurt me so much to see her lyk this..
when she is down.
wadever i said doesn't help..
cause she wun listen..
an i can't help much..
i'm so damn bloody useless..
all i wan is to do something for her..
i wan her to feel better..
thats y whenever she is feeling down i tried to joke..
bud it doesnt help..
she wans me to be serious and joke at the right time..
i'm sorry that i cant do that..
i can't solve her probs..
all i can do is stay by her side..
giving her my support..
when she is doing work..
i have to stay awake..
in case she went crazy due to stress..
so that i can give her comfort when she needs me..
imma superman in making.
i have to stay strong..
i have to endure..
i have to tolerate...
i have to be there!
i will always be there!
ps: its just the beginning ~
left 10:23 AM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Goh just took the "What is Your Love Character?" quiz and the result is The Self-Less Lover.
You love truly, madly, deeply …selflessly … With every fibre of your being Your love is intense but does not necessarily need to be reciprocated You are saving yourself for someone special When in love …your love knows no boundaries There is nothing that you won’t do for your special person And that person will respect other people’s feelings In the same way that you do You never compromise your love honesty and integrity Or the enormous loving and nurturing qualities you have. You always have time for others. When it comes to matters of love You freely give insight and guidance to others And deliver the message of true love You will recognise your soul-mate from the first kiss. However you do not give your real kisses freely just to anyone You will use romance to create the right atmosphere But not in a manipulative way… your aim is true. You will never play games with people’s feeling For you, true romance is found in the eyes of your lover. When you do find the one you seek. You will need no one else in your life. When you love, your love is legendary. Others are envious of your strength and ability to give. Your love is often discussed, admired and held up as inspiration for others.
left 10:52 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009
a day seems lyk a week,
a week seems lyk a month,
a month seems lyk a year,
a year seems lyk a decade.
ytd was the first time i shed tears in front of a girl.
she saw those tears.
and she started to shed tears too..
we just cant bear to part.
wishing that there would be more time for us to spend.
a day has passed,
every start of a new week,
i would always be hoping for friday to come,
cause then,
i'll be able to see her soon.
and wads weird is that,
when we are tgt,
times flies lyk nobody's business,
in a blink of an eye, a few mins is actually a few hours..
when we aren't tgt,
damn! time passes lyk its in a traffic jam..
passing so slow..
god damn slow...
its torturing me...
i cant stand that torture any more...
i'm gonna lose my sanity..
she is the only one that can save me from those torture.
yet when time is up,
another torture begins..
a week seems lyk a month,
a month seems lyk a year,
a year seems lyk a decade.
ytd was the first time i shed tears in front of a girl.
she saw those tears.
and she started to shed tears too..
we just cant bear to part.
wishing that there would be more time for us to spend.
a day has passed,
every start of a new week,
i would always be hoping for friday to come,
cause then,
i'll be able to see her soon.
and wads weird is that,
when we are tgt,
times flies lyk nobody's business,
in a blink of an eye, a few mins is actually a few hours..
when we aren't tgt,
damn! time passes lyk its in a traffic jam..
passing so slow..
god damn slow...
its torturing me...
i cant stand that torture any more...
i'm gonna lose my sanity..
she is the only one that can save me from those torture.
yet when time is up,
another torture begins..
left 12:29 PM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Baby with her Roses! =)
Her Roses!
her cake!Today,
i lied to her that i went to slack with my friends..
when actually i went to find my mum to get my flowers from her.
took cab down to northpoint to get her cake..
when i was reaching her house..
i went to the 7th storey,
to prepare stuff..
however my plan din work..
cause her door was wide open..
and the wind blew off the candle light..
den i lit it up at her door,
and she saw the roses..
din manage to give her a surprise..
hahas...
celebrated her birthday in advance..
and initially,
i tot that i could give her a surprise on 12 midnight...
however,
i failed my driving test..
so had a change of plan..
so i made a card,
i noe its simple and not nicely done..
its my first time making card and she is the first girl and person who received the card.
was sleeping on her bed..
while she was doing her work..
den she helped me cut my nails..
hahas..
cause i have a habit of bitting my nails..
before i left her house..
i asked her that question.
she said yes..
when i was in the lift..
i was jumping with joy..
totally in love with her..
and i get to be with her..
after 5 months and 3 days..
we are officially tgt..
=)
all the fear that i used to be scared of are now gone for good..
baby,
i know u visit my blog de..
i wanna thank u..
=)
23.11.08
thats the day we first met, our story begins from there..
26.4.09
our story moves to a next level,
a new chapter of our story starts..
we are officially tgt..
i'm glad i have her.
i really thank god!
cause he brought us tgt..
i lied to her that i went to slack with my friends..
when actually i went to find my mum to get my flowers from her.
took cab down to northpoint to get her cake..
when i was reaching her house..
i went to the 7th storey,
to prepare stuff..
however my plan din work..
cause her door was wide open..
and the wind blew off the candle light..
den i lit it up at her door,
and she saw the roses..
din manage to give her a surprise..
hahas...
celebrated her birthday in advance..
and initially,
i tot that i could give her a surprise on 12 midnight...
however,
i failed my driving test..
so had a change of plan..
so i made a card,
i noe its simple and not nicely done..
its my first time making card and she is the first girl and person who received the card.
was sleeping on her bed..
while she was doing her work..
den she helped me cut my nails..
hahas..
cause i have a habit of bitting my nails..
before i left her house..
i asked her that question.
she said yes..
when i was in the lift..
i was jumping with joy..
totally in love with her..
and i get to be with her..
after 5 months and 3 days..
we are officially tgt..
=)
all the fear that i used to be scared of are now gone for good..
baby,
i know u visit my blog de..
i wanna thank u..
=)
23.11.08
thats the day we first met, our story begins from there..
26.4.09
our story moves to a next level,
a new chapter of our story starts..
we are officially tgt..
i'm glad i have her.
i really thank god!
cause he brought us tgt..
left 9:37 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
all of a sudden..
i just wanna see her so much...
so much that its beyond my imagination..
i wanna be with her so much...
it would kill me so much just to be with her...
those misses are killing me softly..
just lyk a poison,
running through my blood..
killing me softly and slowly..
yet its fatal..
those love are lyk a poison..
and ur my antidote...
suppressing the poison temporary..
i just wanna see her so much...
so much that its beyond my imagination..
i wanna be with her so much...
it would kill me so much just to be with her...
those misses are killing me softly..
just lyk a poison,
running through my blood..
killing me softly and slowly..
yet its fatal..
those love are lyk a poison..
and ur my antidote...
suppressing the poison temporary..
left 1:09 PM
Friday, April 24, 2009
i'm missing her so badly!
my mind is filled with her..
filled with those moments that we spent..
thinking how it would be nice if she is right beside me..
those sweet embrace..
those smile and laughter.
those eyes of hers..
captured my soul..
being the only tenant in my heart.
making my heart aches lyk mad..
i'm so in love with her..
crazy,madly, deeply in love..
thank god i've found her..
my mind is filled with her..
filled with those moments that we spent..
thinking how it would be nice if she is right beside me..
those sweet embrace..
those smile and laughter.
those eyes of hers..
captured my soul..
being the only tenant in my heart.
making my heart aches lyk mad..
i'm so in love with her..
crazy,madly, deeply in love..
thank god i've found her..
left 6:17 PM
Cheers!
its FRIDAY!!!
and that marks the end of another week of my attachment!!
YAY!!
had plans for tml..
gonna cut my helmet-like hair..
gonna go kenny's house for meeting to discuss for our new batch of members..
sad to say..
we've only manage to recruit a girl..
though she is average looking..
she is consider good already!
cause she is the only girl there...
and the guys they learn quite fast..
potential lion dancer! =)
and i guess i wouldn't be going down training much..
as i'm having my attachment..
doesn't have the time and cash!
and guess wad..
i took cab there..
and it cost me 21 bucks!!
stuck in the jam just for a U-turn!!!
i had to borrow 2 bucks from kenneth..
after training,
manage to buy my stuff at popular..
and they are kinda lyk gonna close in less than 10 mins..
*phew*
if not i guess i'm so dead!
so looking forward to sunday!!!!
*cheeky smile*
ps: 2 more days!!
its FRIDAY!!!
and that marks the end of another week of my attachment!!
YAY!!
had plans for tml..
gonna cut my helmet-like hair..
gonna go kenny's house for meeting to discuss for our new batch of members..
sad to say..
we've only manage to recruit a girl..
though she is average looking..
she is consider good already!
cause she is the only girl there...
and the guys they learn quite fast..
potential lion dancer! =)
and i guess i wouldn't be going down training much..
as i'm having my attachment..
doesn't have the time and cash!
and guess wad..
i took cab there..
and it cost me 21 bucks!!
stuck in the jam just for a U-turn!!!
i had to borrow 2 bucks from kenneth..
after training,
manage to buy my stuff at popular..
and they are kinda lyk gonna close in less than 10 mins..
*phew*
if not i guess i'm so dead!
so looking forward to sunday!!!!
*cheeky smile*
ps: 2 more days!!
left 10:04 AM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
WEEKEND IS COMING!!!!
cant wait for weekend to come..
hahas..
so that i dun have to work!!
and some one is turning officially 18
after this weekend..
ps: so tempted to bite my finger nails...
cant wait for weekend to come..
hahas..
so that i dun have to work!!
and some one is turning officially 18
after this weekend..
ps: so tempted to bite my finger nails...
left 2:20 PM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Damn!
i'm feeling so screwed right now!!
Outstanding works to do rush..
have to do OT tonight..
can't go popular again..
cause i screwed my stuff..
and..
I"M RUNNING OUT OF TIME!!!!
AHHHH~!!!!!
any way,
i wanna apologise to her..
i fell asleep last night..
leaving her alone..
stressed by her work..
wanted to talk to me to relax..
yet i was asleep on the sofa..
and she cried..
imagining how would her life will be without me..
i'm the cause of this..
and i'm to be blamed..
i'm so bad..
i always fall asleep..
i just can't help it..
i dun tink i'm as tired as u are..
bud still i fall asleep..
i cant help but to feel bad..
felt the ache in the heart when i left her hanging..
why am i such a pig!
why am i born to be a pig??
such a lazy ass i am..
*sigh*
just wanna let her noe..
i'll never leave her..
i'm gonna hold on tightly..
no matter how strong the wind blows,
i'll still be standing firmly.
and not being carried away..
i'm feeling so screwed right now!!
Outstanding works to do rush..
have to do OT tonight..
can't go popular again..
cause i screwed my stuff..
and..
I"M RUNNING OUT OF TIME!!!!
AHHHH~!!!!!
any way,
i wanna apologise to her..
i fell asleep last night..
leaving her alone..
stressed by her work..
wanted to talk to me to relax..
yet i was asleep on the sofa..
and she cried..
imagining how would her life will be without me..
i'm the cause of this..
and i'm to be blamed..
i'm so bad..
i always fall asleep..
i just can't help it..
i dun tink i'm as tired as u are..
bud still i fall asleep..
i cant help but to feel bad..
felt the ache in the heart when i left her hanging..
why am i such a pig!
why am i born to be a pig??
such a lazy ass i am..
*sigh*
just wanna let her noe..
i'll never leave her..
i'm gonna hold on tightly..
no matter how strong the wind blows,
i'll still be standing firmly.
and not being carried away..
left 3:24 PM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
yesterday took a day off,
went back to sch to help out for the CCA Fiesta..
kelvin and i make use of the lion to run around the hall,
giving out leaflets.
i was the lion tail..
and kenneth told me..
some guys tried to "bang" the lion..
wth!!!!
they are gay!!!! O.O
after walking around..
we went out of the hall..
den after awhile,
we were trying to squeeze our way in when we were still in the lion..
and guess wad.
there was some girls behind me..
i was playing with the tail and they keep smacking my tail lar...
hahas.. kinda fun lar..
den went to perform..
after perform went to makan..
after makan stayed at the hall the whole day..
the hall closed at 6..
and pathetic..
we only had 6 ppl signing up for the club..
went to lot 1 after the fiesta..
went to popular to get some stuff..
after that went home to try out something..
guess wad..
i failed!!! =(
the things that i tried doesnt work out..
so i'm hoping that i wouldn't have OT these few days...
as i need to go back popular again..
kinda lagging behind my plans..
starting to feel kinda rush for things..
should have start doing so earlier...
tot it was easy..
bud not at all..
she was kinda unhappy yesterday,
cause i was looking at other girls..
just wan to let her know..
i may look at other girls..
bud there is only her in my heart..
and i noe if i were her..
i will also be unhappy if u look at other guys..
but at least i tell her...
not hide from her..
cause this is inevitable...
everytime i talked to her on the phone at night..
i always feel so bad..
cause i always fall asleep..
i'm sorry baby!!!
thanks for ur understanding =)
5 days
went back to sch to help out for the CCA Fiesta..
kelvin and i make use of the lion to run around the hall,
giving out leaflets.
i was the lion tail..
and kenneth told me..
some guys tried to "bang" the lion..
wth!!!!
they are gay!!!! O.O
after walking around..
we went out of the hall..
den after awhile,
we were trying to squeeze our way in when we were still in the lion..
and guess wad.
there was some girls behind me..
i was playing with the tail and they keep smacking my tail lar...
hahas.. kinda fun lar..
den went to perform..
after perform went to makan..
after makan stayed at the hall the whole day..
the hall closed at 6..
and pathetic..
we only had 6 ppl signing up for the club..
went to lot 1 after the fiesta..
went to popular to get some stuff..
after that went home to try out something..
guess wad..
i failed!!! =(
the things that i tried doesnt work out..
so i'm hoping that i wouldn't have OT these few days...
as i need to go back popular again..
kinda lagging behind my plans..
starting to feel kinda rush for things..
should have start doing so earlier...
tot it was easy..
bud not at all..
she was kinda unhappy yesterday,
cause i was looking at other girls..
just wan to let her know..
i may look at other girls..
bud there is only her in my heart..
and i noe if i were her..
i will also be unhappy if u look at other guys..
but at least i tell her...
not hide from her..
cause this is inevitable...
everytime i talked to her on the phone at night..
i always feel so bad..
cause i always fall asleep..
i'm sorry baby!!!
thanks for ur understanding =)
5 days
left 10:26 AM
Monday, April 20, 2009
6 days..
left 11:00 AM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
This morning,
woke up early to accompany baby to take blood test at yishun polyclinic.
and when she take the blood test,
the nurse had to squeeze the blood out..
as she doesnt not have enough blood..
she had been taking blood test for the past few days..
and she is not recovering yet..
though she is having borderline fever,
she stil have low platelet cells.
and after she see the doctor..
her platelet cells actually dropped lar..
omg.
the doctor actually gave her another day of mc on monday just for the blood test lar..
baby has been missing lesson for a week le..
she is gonna be stress when she return back to sch lar.
so many things to catch up.
and she is having her A's this year..
after we her blood test,
we went to LJS for lunch..
den after lunch went to her house..
played with snowy..
help her install program.
den watched Twilight...
kinda distract her from doing her work.
and i felt so bad...
after watching..
i had to go for my lion dance..
seriously..
why must time pass so fast..
the good times always pass so fast..
yet when we wan it to pass fast for other things..
it just seems to take a year for a day to pass.
i couldn't bear to leave..
i really treasure that moment..
those embrace.
felt so sad..
my heart was aching when i'm forcing myself to leave.
i wanted to be her cushion..
so that she can take a rest..
sigh...
while performing,
i have been thinking of her..
missing her sooooo much...
my heart began to ache...
i wouldn't be able to see her for a week...
OMG!!
thats a torture.. =(
ps: 8 more days....
woke up early to accompany baby to take blood test at yishun polyclinic.
and when she take the blood test,
the nurse had to squeeze the blood out..
as she doesnt not have enough blood..
she had been taking blood test for the past few days..
and she is not recovering yet..
though she is having borderline fever,
she stil have low platelet cells.
and after she see the doctor..
her platelet cells actually dropped lar..
omg.
the doctor actually gave her another day of mc on monday just for the blood test lar..
baby has been missing lesson for a week le..
she is gonna be stress when she return back to sch lar.
so many things to catch up.
and she is having her A's this year..
after we her blood test,
we went to LJS for lunch..
den after lunch went to her house..
played with snowy..
help her install program.
den watched Twilight...
kinda distract her from doing her work.
and i felt so bad...
after watching..
i had to go for my lion dance..
seriously..
why must time pass so fast..
the good times always pass so fast..
yet when we wan it to pass fast for other things..
it just seems to take a year for a day to pass.
i couldn't bear to leave..
i really treasure that moment..
those embrace.
felt so sad..
my heart was aching when i'm forcing myself to leave.
i wanted to be her cushion..
so that she can take a rest..
sigh...
while performing,
i have been thinking of her..
missing her sooooo much...
my heart began to ache...
i wouldn't be able to see her for a week...
OMG!!
thats a torture.. =(
ps: 8 more days....
left 12:37 AM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
A SUDDEN ACHES IN THE HEART!
all of a sudden..
she talked about her ex..
telling me that sometimes,
she still will tink of the past.
and whether her love for him at that point of time is true or not..
and she said its true..
feel a sudden ache..
envy; jealousy
thats wad i feel..
bud nvm..
cause we are the present and the future~
woot!
any way..
who wun tink of the past..
sometimes i do..
and i can say..
we are the same.
once, we used to love a person so truly..
and thats in the past..
those are called memories..
which means its the past..
whats important now is the present and the future..
after i reached home..
was on the phone with her..
and she wasn't in the mood to joke..
and ask y cant i be serious..
all i have to say..
i made my mistake once..
thats when i used to be serious,
my ex finds me boring..
i'm not gonna be that way..
and i know i always joke..
mayb all the time..
bud there were times when i'm serious..
bud i made it seem that i'm not being serious at all..
baby girl,
i'm sorry that i'm always joking..
请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
i'm sorry....
i happened to recall about yesterday night..
i was on phone with baby..
kinda fall asleep lar huh!
as usual..
baby fall asleep too..
we were both tired..
bud i remembered a part where she actually called out darling on the phone..
thats the first time i heard her calling me that..
as in not by msg..
and all of a sudden my eyes were wide open..
hahas...
mayb baby should call me that whenever i'm falling asleep..
cause it wakes me up XD
left 8:29 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
DANGEROUS DRIVER!
DAMN!!!!!
why am i so nervous?
maybe because its my first time?
but why others manage to pass with their first try?
in the morning i had a revision lesson..
everything went smoothly..
until..
when i was in a room waiting for my tester..
my heart began to beat fast..
and i couldn't stop shaking my leg..
when the tester came,
i got into the car..
the first course he wants me to take was the S course.
he told me to turn into course number 4.
guess wad..
i was still looking for the course when he suddenly jam break.
damn! my morale and confidence dropped..
during the slope..
i'm too nervous that before my car reached the peak.
i already pressing my brake le.. cause after up slope is a down slope..
thats y have to brake.. and i brake too early..
gt demerit points for that..
when doing parallel parking..
suay, i strike pole drop..
total 14 demerit points for that..
all confidence gone..
during revision nv hit pole de lor..
*sigh*
den when outside, still smoothly..
until i came to a slope..
which i din apply hand brake..
he jam my brake.. pull my hand brake..
den when i'm trying to move off..
there is a motorcyclist turning into my direction..
i was too nervous that i release a bit of clutch and my car starts to move forward.
den the tester jam brake again..
saying how dangerous it was..
den ask me to turn left when i was suppose to turn right..
straight away went back to bbdc..
damn...
totally screwed.
thanks baby and friends for consoling me..
thanks baby for being there to comfort me..
feeling much better after she console me.. =)
left 8:13 AM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
OVERCOMING THE FEAR!!!
i'm gonna dump all my fears here..
*sigh*
i'm just so afraid that she might leave me..
i duno if my feelings are right or not..
cause i'm losing my sanity..
i feel that she is beginning to feel tired of me..
i really love her..
i really do..
the love is beyond what i can imagine..
i fear that something will happen to us..
which i doesnt wan that to happen..
i already imagine how our future will be..
i fear that i'm a burden to her..
which i dun wish to..
i really hope i wun get in her way regarding her studies..
i'm so afraid that the fears will come true..
i once saw someone's personal msg..
when the closer u are to someone..
the more u are afraid of losing them..
now i understand how it feels...
i'm praying that she will recover..
i'm praying that nothing will happen to us..
i'm praying that our love will always last..
i'm praying that the fears will not come true..
i'm praying that she will not get tired of me...
i'll always be praying...
i noe i'm negative..
i noe i'm paranoid..
i noe i'm irritating..
i noe i'm always disappointing u...
i'm so sorry...
i will behave lyk this..
its because i love u so...
i noe i have been telling u how much i love u..
action speak louder than words.
i should prove it..
rather than telling u..
I"LL OVERCOME THE FEAR!!!
I KNOW I WILL!!!
I KNOW I WILL!!!
i'm sorry for that..
left 9:05 PM
Friday, April 10, 2009
WOOHOOO!!!
ITS GOOD FRIDAY!!
dun have to work!!!
so slept late last night..
tot i will sleep till noon...
instead, i woke up at 9 plus..
cause the weather was warm..
and the sunlight is too glaring!
den went out to meet edmund..
its been a long time since i last saw my gang of brothers..
after that, went to meet baby..
accompanied her to buy dinner..
and she actually asked her mum if i can go up her house for a seat..
kinda lyk meet the parent session huh..
hahas.. =X
so i guess her mum take me as her boyfriend..
hahas..
only those who noe me..
will noe wad's going on.. =D
waiting for the right time,
waiting for the right moment..
okie back to wat happened at her house..
baby kinda force me to eat bbq stingray.
which she noe i dun eat seafood at all..
so i was willing to try ..
however, u noe..
the taste is so yucky!!
hahas .. =X
den i was entertaining kor kor
he is kinda cute..
bud i agree with wad she say.. very naughty.
hahas..
and DIDI IS CUTE!!!
hahas...
now i noe y she prefer didi rather than kor kor..
looking forward for tml..
only if she recover..
hope she will get well soon..
still praying that she will get well soon.
her fever is so unconstant..
subside and come back again..
despite taking medicine.
her temperature still keep on raising..
bud glad that its not dengue..
baby, do take care of urself!
ITS GOOD FRIDAY!!
dun have to work!!!
so slept late last night..
tot i will sleep till noon...
instead, i woke up at 9 plus..
cause the weather was warm..
and the sunlight is too glaring!
den went out to meet edmund..
its been a long time since i last saw my gang of brothers..
after that, went to meet baby..
accompanied her to buy dinner..
and she actually asked her mum if i can go up her house for a seat..
kinda lyk meet the parent session huh..
hahas.. =X
so i guess her mum take me as her boyfriend..
hahas..
only those who noe me..
will noe wad's going on.. =D
waiting for the right time,
waiting for the right moment..
okie back to wat happened at her house..
baby kinda force me to eat bbq stingray.
which she noe i dun eat seafood at all..
so i was willing to try ..
however, u noe..
the taste is so yucky!!
hahas .. =X
den i was entertaining kor kor
he is kinda cute..
bud i agree with wad she say.. very naughty.
hahas..
and DIDI IS CUTE!!!
hahas...
now i noe y she prefer didi rather than kor kor..
looking forward for tml..
only if she recover..
hope she will get well soon..
still praying that she will get well soon.
her fever is so unconstant..
subside and come back again..
despite taking medicine.
her temperature still keep on raising..
bud glad that its not dengue..
baby, do take care of urself!
left 9:48 PM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Wait for you - Elliott Yamin
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone, Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me,
you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it won't be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting.
This song just suddenly came into my mind..
some parts are quite true..
i really wonder how my life would be without her..
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone, Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me,
you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it won't be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting.
This song just suddenly came into my mind..
some parts are quite true..
i really wonder how my life would be without her..
left 1:11 PM
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Right now i'm having my Over Time.
i'm supposed to be doing my stuff..
bud i have to write down my feelings..
its unbearable..
earlier on,
she talked to me on msn..
her temperature was 38 degree..
last night she already had slight fever,
bud subside after awhile..
tot she recover le..
bud i was wrong..
she is sick,
yet she has lots of work to do..
upon knowing she is sick..
how i wish i can be there to take care of her..
when she told me she is having fever again..
my heart aches lyk mad..
i'm so worried about her..
i so wanted to tell her..
not to force herself if she cant take it any more..
it hurts to see her lyk this..
praying that she will be alright..
praying that god will ease her suffering..
praying that i would rather be the one sick..
hoping that she will recover soon..
hoping that she will not stress herself over work..
i'm supposed to be doing my stuff..
bud i have to write down my feelings..
its unbearable..
earlier on,
she talked to me on msn..
her temperature was 38 degree..
last night she already had slight fever,
bud subside after awhile..
tot she recover le..
bud i was wrong..
she is sick,
yet she has lots of work to do..
upon knowing she is sick..
how i wish i can be there to take care of her..
when she told me she is having fever again..
my heart aches lyk mad..
i'm so worried about her..
i so wanted to tell her..
not to force herself if she cant take it any more..
it hurts to see her lyk this..
praying that she will be alright..
praying that god will ease her suffering..
praying that i would rather be the one sick..
hoping that she will recover soon..
hoping that she will not stress herself over work..
left 7:22 PM
Am i thinking too much ?
Or
something is not right?
i dun know is i sensitive or am i being over sensitive..
today everything doesn't feel right..
i duno whats wrong with me..
can some one give me an ans??
what is happening to me???
i just feel uneasy..
not in the mood for anything!
all i wan is her to be by my side..
why am i so tired lately??
i couldn't find that answer myself..
its nowhere to be found.
i do need a break..
i just need to rest before i can stand up and fight again..
in that instant moment,
i'm out of the stage,
too much for the spotlight.
"humans are mere players"
"life is a stage"
left 5:47 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009
In the morning,
i almost wun be able to wake up....
i could hardly breathe at all..
fighting for oxygen with both my mouth and my nose.
but the oxygen that i fight for is kinda limited.
having block nose and phelgm.
although i am tired and always wanted to sleep..
bud sleeping and not waking up forever is not wad i wan..
cause i still wants to be there for her.
after i cough lyk mad,
finally i got rid of those phelgm.
able to breathe a lil.
went to work and was feeling better,
able to breathe again..
however,
my eyes were heavy..
i was doing data entry..
yet at the same time..
i can doze off.
after i got a lil awake,
my mind starts to think of stuff ..
stuff which i shouldn't think about..
so i was wondering..
how good would it be if i'm on holiday now..
going to some island and stay at the resort alone..
lie on the beach filled with soft sand..
listen to the waves from sunset to sun rise.
enjoy the peace and quiet moments.
whereby i dun tink of any things..
thats when i block all stuffs that i shouldn't tink out of my mind..
or shouldi say..
everything out of my mind..
staring at things blankly.
keeps my mind blank too..
somehow i feel that,
no other guys can replace her ex in her heart.
he made a deep impact in her life.
thats y wadever she do,
it will always remind her of her ex..........
and that makes me wonder...
i almost wun be able to wake up....
i could hardly breathe at all..
fighting for oxygen with both my mouth and my nose.
but the oxygen that i fight for is kinda limited.
having block nose and phelgm.
although i am tired and always wanted to sleep..
bud sleeping and not waking up forever is not wad i wan..
cause i still wants to be there for her.
after i cough lyk mad,
finally i got rid of those phelgm.
able to breathe a lil.
went to work and was feeling better,
able to breathe again..
however,
my eyes were heavy..
i was doing data entry..
yet at the same time..
i can doze off.
after i got a lil awake,
my mind starts to think of stuff ..
stuff which i shouldn't think about..
so i was wondering..
how good would it be if i'm on holiday now..
going to some island and stay at the resort alone..
lie on the beach filled with soft sand..
listen to the waves from sunset to sun rise.
enjoy the peace and quiet moments.
whereby i dun tink of any things..
thats when i block all stuffs that i shouldn't tink out of my mind..
or shouldi say..
everything out of my mind..
staring at things blankly.
keeps my mind blank too..
somehow i feel that,
no other guys can replace her ex in her heart.
he made a deep impact in her life.
thats y wadever she do,
it will always remind her of her ex..........
and that makes me wonder...
left 1:37 PM
I"M SORRY , GIRL!
left 12:00 AM
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Friday.
i was looking forward to the end of work..
but i have been busy since morning..
so time actually passed quite fast..
after work,
i went home to get my stuff.
den went to look for her.
had dinner with her..
den i head to pasir ris le..
wanna thank her for accompanying me..
While i'm at the chalet,
i called kenneth,
he say he's at the arcade with marcus.
and told me that leon just reached too..
so i called leon and meet him first.
headed to E-hub..
the newly open enterainment center.
after we met up with kenneth and marcus,
we headed towards our chalet..
played cards and watched movies.
was on phone with her..
den after that played mahjong..
damn!
my first time,
i paid 20 bucks for mahjong lesson...
hahas.. which means i loss 20 bucks..
Sat.
played mahjong till around 11 plus..
den went kfc for breakfast..
den head back to chalet..
leon and i fell asleep..
after around 20-30 mins,
was kanna "fucked" by kenneth..
hahas..
den they start to play the "taupok game"
whereby its lyk stacking onto one another.
luckily i nv kana...
cause leon was beside me.
and they aim leon...
after which joy came and kelvin too..
kenneth headed for his monopoly contest and leon went out.
so the four of us were doing nth..
played mahjong for awhile...
den took the food out..
waited for them to come back..
den we start our bbq..
chester came..
the food was delicious..
den while waiting for leon to come back..
i fell asleep..
den when leon came back..
they were all trying to wake me up..
hahas.. which i dun wan..
bud in de end went cycling..
cycled for 4 hours..
from asir ris to loyang dua pek kong..
den head to changi beach..
den to changi aiport..
den make u- turn.
head back to chalet to return the bike.
which is the next morning 10.
sunday.
return the bike at 10.
bathed.
was supposed to go to AJC for their carnival..
to support her..
bud kenny dun allow me to go with them to plaza sing.
since kenneth have monoply contest too.
den i was sad..
i felt so bad..
msg her..
she was kinda fustrated..
den i fell asleep.
met her at 7 plus at bedok.
went back to yishun for dinner.
sent her home.
i was really very sad..
i've disappoint her..
which i din mean to...
i wanted to go and support her so badly.
bud i cant..
i knew she was expecting me to turn up.
bud in the end its that stalker who turn up, instead of me..
i kinda noe how she feel..
and when i was at the chalet.
some songs from my ipod were her songs with her ex.
was kinda sad too..
bud its normal for me to feel sad.
who wont feel sad.
den just now.
heard their song again..
kinda stare at my fries blankly.
was kinda down too..
bud my heart aches when i met up with her..
because i cant support her..
really felt bad..
when she was asleep while on the bus back to yishun..
my heart keep aching..
till now..
its still aching..
i'm really sorry..
i've disappoint her.
=(
when i was bathing..
i cant control my tears.
i feel so bad that i couldnt support her.
i misses her so much when i just met her..
my love for her is so deep.
that i'm scared of it..
she is really my everything...
whenever she said about her ex.
sometimes i wonder..
in her mind..
i guess its still about her ex.
even though she said she doesnt tink of him any more.
bud everything she does.
its those stuff which she did with her ex b4.
haix..
of course i will feel sad..
cause i'm so jealous..
i was looking forward to the end of work..
but i have been busy since morning..
so time actually passed quite fast..
after work,
i went home to get my stuff.
den went to look for her.
had dinner with her..
den i head to pasir ris le..
wanna thank her for accompanying me..
While i'm at the chalet,
i called kenneth,
he say he's at the arcade with marcus.
and told me that leon just reached too..
so i called leon and meet him first.
headed to E-hub..
the newly open enterainment center.
after we met up with kenneth and marcus,
we headed towards our chalet..
played cards and watched movies.
was on phone with her..
den after that played mahjong..
damn!
my first time,
i paid 20 bucks for mahjong lesson...
hahas.. which means i loss 20 bucks..
Sat.
played mahjong till around 11 plus..
den went kfc for breakfast..
den head back to chalet..
leon and i fell asleep..
after around 20-30 mins,
was kanna "fucked" by kenneth..
hahas..
den they start to play the "taupok game"
whereby its lyk stacking onto one another.
luckily i nv kana...
cause leon was beside me.
and they aim leon...
after which joy came and kelvin too..
kenneth headed for his monopoly contest and leon went out.
so the four of us were doing nth..
played mahjong for awhile...
den took the food out..
waited for them to come back..
den we start our bbq..
chester came..
the food was delicious..
den while waiting for leon to come back..
i fell asleep..
den when leon came back..
they were all trying to wake me up..
hahas.. which i dun wan..
bud in de end went cycling..
cycled for 4 hours..
from asir ris to loyang dua pek kong..
den head to changi beach..
den to changi aiport..
den make u- turn.
head back to chalet to return the bike.
which is the next morning 10.
sunday.
return the bike at 10.
bathed.
was supposed to go to AJC for their carnival..
to support her..
bud kenny dun allow me to go with them to plaza sing.
since kenneth have monoply contest too.
den i was sad..
i felt so bad..
msg her..
she was kinda fustrated..
den i fell asleep.
met her at 7 plus at bedok.
went back to yishun for dinner.
sent her home.
i was really very sad..
i've disappoint her..
which i din mean to...
i wanted to go and support her so badly.
bud i cant..
i knew she was expecting me to turn up.
bud in the end its that stalker who turn up, instead of me..
i kinda noe how she feel..
and when i was at the chalet.
some songs from my ipod were her songs with her ex.
was kinda sad too..
bud its normal for me to feel sad.
who wont feel sad.
den just now.
heard their song again..
kinda stare at my fries blankly.
was kinda down too..
bud my heart aches when i met up with her..
because i cant support her..
really felt bad..
when she was asleep while on the bus back to yishun..
my heart keep aching..
till now..
its still aching..
i'm really sorry..
i've disappoint her.
=(
when i was bathing..
i cant control my tears.
i feel so bad that i couldnt support her.
i misses her so much when i just met her..
my love for her is so deep.
that i'm scared of it..
she is really my everything...
whenever she said about her ex.
sometimes i wonder..
in her mind..
i guess its still about her ex.
even though she said she doesnt tink of him any more.
bud everything she does.
its those stuff which she did with her ex b4.
haix..
of course i will feel sad..
cause i'm so jealous..
left 11:36 PM
Waiting for you - Anson Hu
Jin Se De Wu Xie
ban Zhe Yin Yue
baby Ni De Yan Jing Shi Yi Wen Shen Sui De Hu Shui
er Hu Ming Hu Mie
yan Cang Bu Ke Si Yi De Mei
rang Wo Yun Xuan
zai Xuan Ya Bian
shu Zhi Yi Zheng Yan Jiu Bu Jian
waiting For You I'm Waiting For You
waiting For You Kiss Me At Tonight Wei He Ni Cinderella
liu Gei Wo Yi Wang Wu Ji De Si Nian
waiting For You I'm Waiting For You
waiting For You Come Here To My Dream
qian Zhe Ni Bu Duan Xuan Zhuan
yi Zhi Dao Hei Fa Bian Cheng Le Yin Xian
waiting For You Waiting For You
zhi Dao Yong Yuan
While i was at the chalet,
i was playing songs throughout the night with my Ipod,
i came across this song,
it describe my situation right now..
Jin Se De Wu Xie
ban Zhe Yin Yue
baby Ni De Yan Jing Shi Yi Wen Shen Sui De Hu Shui
er Hu Ming Hu Mie
yan Cang Bu Ke Si Yi De Mei
rang Wo Yun Xuan
zai Xuan Ya Bian
shu Zhi Yi Zheng Yan Jiu Bu Jian
waiting For You I'm Waiting For You
waiting For You Kiss Me At Tonight Wei He Ni Cinderella
liu Gei Wo Yi Wang Wu Ji De Si Nian
waiting For You I'm Waiting For You
waiting For You Come Here To My Dream
qian Zhe Ni Bu Duan Xuan Zhuan
yi Zhi Dao Hei Fa Bian Cheng Le Yin Xian
waiting For You Waiting For You
zhi Dao Yong Yuan
While i was at the chalet,
i was playing songs throughout the night with my Ipod,
i came across this song,
it describe my situation right now..
left 11:26 PM
Thursday, April 2, 2009
OH MY GOD!!!
i've been working OT for the past few days..
so looking forward to the end of friday..
cause i will be the chalet after work!!!
Woohoo~
although i'm happy because of the chalet..
bud some how i'm sad..
cause i cant get to see her..
she will be going ECP for her cycling thingy..
and sunday her sch wil be celebrating their 25th anni..
and there will be something lyk a carnival going on in her sch.
after that, she have to go down bedok to see how the nationals train for some ball game..
so there goes our weekends =(
i've been working OT for the past few days..
so looking forward to the end of friday..
cause i will be the chalet after work!!!
Woohoo~
although i'm happy because of the chalet..
bud some how i'm sad..
cause i cant get to see her..
she will be going ECP for her cycling thingy..
and sunday her sch wil be celebrating their 25th anni..
and there will be something lyk a carnival going on in her sch.
after that, she have to go down bedok to see how the nationals train for some ball game..
so there goes our weekends =(
left 2:20 PM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Alright..
Emo time is OVER!!!
yay!!!
i'm not gonna think any more..
just treasure and enjoy what we have now =)
any way,
these few days have been real exhausted from work..
while waiting for her to finish her work,
i actually fell asleep on the sofa while watching tv.
OMG!!
this is okie..
BUT i actually fell asleep while on the phone with her!!!
double OMG!
there is one time i really fell asleep and couldnt wake up,
so i found myself with my phone beside my ear the next morning..
den these few days..
she would be talking to her mother for a short while..
and guess wad.
when she is back on the phone,
i actually fell asleep.
and i din know that i fell asleep..
cause in my mind..
i was lyk tinking that she is still talking to her mother..
that feeling is so real..
den in de end i found that she has hung up the phone..
and she called me on my mobile phone..
den i noe i actually fell asleep..
and the funny thing is that..
i would say stupid stuff..
which actually has no link to it!!
lyk she asked me wad name do my brother call me..
den i duno wad i said and suddenly talked about new year and something gotta do with price..
WTH!!!
and in de end she also talked nonsense..
you noe y?
cause she is on her bed..
and i know she is very very tired from her studies..
hahas..
couldn't stop laughing..
baby,
i'm so sorry that i fell asleep
and said some stupid stuff that makes u laugh lyk mad..
hahas..
love your laughter! =)
love the way it is!
loving this current relationship!
Emo time is OVER!!!
yay!!!
i'm not gonna think any more..
just treasure and enjoy what we have now =)
any way,
these few days have been real exhausted from work..
while waiting for her to finish her work,
i actually fell asleep on the sofa while watching tv.
OMG!!
this is okie..
BUT i actually fell asleep while on the phone with her!!!
double OMG!
there is one time i really fell asleep and couldnt wake up,
so i found myself with my phone beside my ear the next morning..
den these few days..
she would be talking to her mother for a short while..
and guess wad.
when she is back on the phone,
i actually fell asleep.
and i din know that i fell asleep..
cause in my mind..
i was lyk tinking that she is still talking to her mother..
that feeling is so real..
den in de end i found that she has hung up the phone..
and she called me on my mobile phone..
den i noe i actually fell asleep..
and the funny thing is that..
i would say stupid stuff..
which actually has no link to it!!
lyk she asked me wad name do my brother call me..
den i duno wad i said and suddenly talked about new year and something gotta do with price..
WTH!!!
and in de end she also talked nonsense..
you noe y?
cause she is on her bed..
and i know she is very very tired from her studies..
hahas..
couldn't stop laughing..
baby,
i'm so sorry that i fell asleep
and said some stupid stuff that makes u laugh lyk mad..
hahas..
love your laughter! =)
love the way it is!
loving this current relationship!
left 8:04 AM