DAMN!!!
I'M SO GOD DAMN USELESSS!!!
i actually fell asleep and my phone auto shut down without knowing..
baby msged me, till now i couldn't receive.
she called bud my phone wasn't on.
she is feeling very tired..
very stress..
yet i can't do anything..
DAMMIT!!!!!
she injured her lips and it bled..
she feel lyk drinking and eating bud she can't...
and i duno wad to do..
DAMN ME!!!
she has been feeling damn irritated these few days...
i can only endure...
i have to endure and tolerate...
bud it just hurt me so much to see her lyk this...
yet i can't do anything...
i just wan to do something to make her feel better..
*ARGH*
she said she feel lyk banging the wall..
now i said..
i feel lyk wacking myself..
for being so god damn useless..
why am i born to be lyk this?
WHYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sigh*
she cried and was unhappy.
i noe she was unhappy because she couldn't find me.
cause my phone was off.
i f****** fell asleep..
and my bloody connection shows that i'm connected and yet i cant sign in msn.
baby just told me that..
she was unhappy cause she is worried about me..
as she couldn't reach me..
tinking that i should have reached home le..
she went online, couldn't see me online..
she tot i was with friends..
she tot that my phone low batt..
she tot that i went to cca..
afraid that something might happen to me..



i'm sorry baby!
i very very very sorry!
i'm sorry that i fell asleep..
i'm sorry that i made u worried about me...
its all my fault...
i'm sorry that i couldn't do anything...
i'm sorry that i couldn't make u feel better...
i'm lyk a burden to u...
*sigh*
dui bu qi bao bei! =(

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