In the morning, i almost wun be able to wake up.... i could hardly breathe at all.. fighting for oxygen with both my mouth and my nose. but the oxygen that i fight for is kinda limited. having block nose and phelgm. although i am tired and always wanted to sleep.. bud sleeping and not waking up forever is not wad i wan.. cause i still wants to be there for her.
after i cough lyk mad, finally i got rid of those phelgm. able to breathe a lil.
went to work and was feeling better, able to breathe again.. however, my eyes were heavy.. i was doing data entry.. yet at the same time.. i can doze off.
after i got a lil awake, my mind starts to think of stuff .. stuff which i shouldn't think about..
so i was wondering.. how good would it be if i'm on holiday now.. going to some island and stay at the resort alone.. lie on the beach filled with soft sand.. listen to the waves from sunset to sun rise. enjoy the peace and quiet moments. whereby i dun tink of any things.. thats when i block all stuffs that i shouldn't tink out of my mind.. or shouldi say.. everything out of my mind.. staring at things blankly. keeps my mind blank too..
somehow i feel that, no other guys can replace her ex in her heart. he made a deep impact in her life. thats y wadever she do, it will always remind her of her ex.......... and that makes me wonder...