Right now i'm having my Over Time. i'm supposed to be doing my stuff.. bud i have to write down my feelings.. its unbearable.. earlier on, she talked to me on msn.. her temperature was 38 degree.. last night she already had slight fever, bud subside after awhile.. tot she recover le.. bud i was wrong.. she is sick, yet she has lots of work to do.. upon knowing she is sick.. how i wish i can be there to take care of her.. when she told me she is having fever again.. my heart aches lyk mad.. i'm so worried about her.. i so wanted to tell her.. not to force herself if she cant take it any more.. it hurts to see her lyk this..
praying that she will be alright.. praying that god will ease her suffering.. praying that i would rather be the one sick.. hoping that she will recover soon.. hoping that she will not stress herself over work..