A SUDDEN ACHES IN THE HEART!
all of a sudden..
she talked about her ex..
telling me that sometimes,
she still will tink of the past.
and whether her love for him at that point of time is true or not..
and she said its true..
feel a sudden ache..
envy; jealousy
thats wad i feel..
bud nvm..
cause we are the present and the future~
woot!
any way..
who wun tink of the past..
sometimes i do..
and i can say..
we are the same.
once, we used to love a person so truly..
and thats in the past..
those are called memories..
which means its the past..
whats important now is the present and the future..
after i reached home..
was on the phone with her..
and she wasn't in the mood to joke..
and ask y cant i be serious..
all i have to say..
i made my mistake once..
thats when i used to be serious,
my ex finds me boring..
i'm not gonna be that way..
and i know i always joke..
mayb all the time..
bud there were times when i'm serious..
bud i made it seem that i'm not being serious at all..
baby girl,
i'm sorry that i'm always joking..
请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
i'm sorry....
i happened to recall about yesterday night..
i was on phone with baby..
kinda fall asleep lar huh!
as usual..
baby fall asleep too..
we were both tired..
bud i remembered a part where she actually called out darling on the phone..
thats the first time i heard her calling me that..
as in not by msg..
and all of a sudden my eyes were wide open..
hahas...
mayb baby should call me that whenever i'm falling asleep..
cause it wakes me up XD