HAPPY 3rd MONTHSARY BABY!

lets talk about weekend..

Sat;
went to baby's house at around 2 plus,
brought snowy to the vet at around 3 plus for review.
glad he is getting better..
bud that is only the secondary cause..
not the primary cause...

after that, we brought snowy home..
prepared to go bishan for dinner..
went sakae sushi for dinner..
=D
we are happie kid!!
hahas..
den after that sent her home...
den i headed home after that.


Sun;
went to baby's house at around 2 plus..
gave her 2 cards,
one for our 2nd monthsary..
though is kinda late lar..
and another one for 3rd monthsary..
OMG!
my 3rd monthsary card actually is a warranty card.
bud i spell it wrongly..
i spell it as warrty!
damn!!
hope she like the cards..

stayed for not long...
left her house at around 5 plus..
headed to Cheng San CC to help a friend's troupe who is participating in the National Lion Dance Competition....
Congratz that they gt 6th position..

PS: Baby! hope u enjoyed the dinner !
love you!

left 12:34 AM

its been quite a while since i last post.
well..

just to write down what i did on weekend.

Sat,
woke up early in the morning and rushed to baby's house,
we are bring snowy to the vet at red hill..
and its from yishun to red hill..
its very very far..
so we took cab there.
when we reached,
snowy pee and crap at the clinic.
hahas..
poor baby have to clean it up..
so when its our turn to see the vet.
the vet checked snowy's ear and took samples of blood from his ears as they were badly infected.
so he put the blood sample under a microscope,
and after that he actually drew the cells that were found in the blood samples,
and explained to us about bacteria and stuff..
like we are internship or having bio lecture or something..
den he took us to the toilet,
which he said is the darkest place in the clinic.
he took a lamp which i duno wat is it.
and he point to the place of snowy's infected area,
and told us that the apple green colour is actually bacteria.
den blah blah blah..
we have to bring snowy back next week as he wanted to do it step by step.
beginning with his ears den his skin infection.

so we took cab back to her house.
den went out to eat and get stuff that is needed to clean snowy.

after that i went for my driving lessons,
after lesson i went back to her house.
she was doing her work and i fell asleep on her sofa.
hahs.

den around 8 plus i went home.


Sun,
went down to West Coast CC to watch lion dance competition,
went down to support Hequan and saw alvin representing Republic poly.
after their performance,
i went to baby's house,
supervise her..
hahas..
and i did something wrong..
i invaded her privacy,
i looked at her messages without her consent.
and i have reason for that,
i read her message for sender and date,
not the content.
cause last night,
i went to her blog and read her entries from the bottom,
which is like last year,
and i read the comment that she wrote on the last day of 2008,
about her ex.
and wad came to my mind was why she nv delete msges when her phone memory is full.
so wad i tink was that her inbox must be full of her ex's msg,
only just now,
den i found out,
that the very last msg was from her ex. and it was like 2007,
a few years ago,
why din she delete it?
its like,
last year she still couldn't forget her ex when she was kinda interested in me.
and wad she din noe was,
a few days ago,
i had a dream,
i dreamt that she was with her ex..
so what my mind was thinking that,
she may still tink of him..
which u noe,
a guy doesn't like his gf to tink of their ex,
when it should be them that the girl should be thinking about.
and there are stuff which i haven cleared from my mind.
like,
will she say i love u to her ex,
and its from her mouth, not by text,
cause yesterday,
she asked me if she is a bad gf?
den i sudddenly tot of that question.
bud i nv asked cause it was in the middle of the night.
i'm sorry that i invaded her privacy.
bud i did not get the answers to my questions.

ps: baby, i'm sorry!
its not that i dun trust u..
the reason why i nv ask is because i dun wan to remind u of him by talking about him.
regarding snowy, xin ku ni le!

left 11:18 PM

TA DA!!!
i am back to posting !
shall not let my master piece rot..

Saturday,
i woke up late..
thus, couldn't spend more time with baby.
so i got myself prepared and stuff.

met baby at a coffeeshop near her house.
bought lunch for her family and myself.
den we headed to her house for lunch.

slacked and slept.
hahas..
we are such a slacker.. XD

sunday,
went over to baby's house.
gambled with her and her sister.
after that,
i tried to watch prison break using her laptop.
thanks to her connectivity.
the show was not loading at all..
so decided to watch it when i reached home.

thats typically wad we do every weekend.
=D

getting to see her is already enough.
i feel so blissful to have her by my side.
the usual silly smile of hers.
is deeply inked in my heart.

she has become the first girl.
that i love so deeply..
none of my previous relationship can compare to this.

she is my main prior.
everything i do.
she will always be the first to come into my mind.
i lost my sanity when i'm with her.

Baby, if u happened to read this.
i just wanna let u noe,
i'm sorry that i have been thinking negatively all these while.

Labels: the first and the last.

left 10:58 AM

last night,
baby sent me a totally random msg..
the msg was long,
so the first sight of it..

i couldn't bring myself to read it..
it could have gave me an heart attack.

it seems like it dying out..
i did my best for this relationship..
i just dun wan to see it end..

glad i had an toothache..
the pain numb my heart and my mind..
its good because i wun think about those msges.

and i slept from 9 plus till morning..
totally exhausted and i duno why...

indeed feeling changed,
my feeling have grown deeper..
bud i noe u dun have the time,
and thats the reason why it seems to be drifting apart..
but its not..

i guess the feeling is not strong enough...
there is nothing i can do..
bud to continue building up this relationship..
hoping and praying that it's not gonna tear us apart..
and whoever tear us apart..
i'm gonna rip that ass apart..

i'm lost once again..
i'm confused..
i duno whats best for us..
mayb stop thinking and bothering will be better..
just let nature takes its course...
go with the flow..
go with the tempo.

everytime i close my eyes,
its just heartache that i feel.
her image that i see..
the text that she sent into my mind..

this shall be my last post..
i swear i'm not gonna touch it any more...

Label: things weren't the same any more...

left 8:15 AM

why am i always thinking of negative things?
i couldn't find an answer to that question..

maybe i'm inferior..
doesn't think that i'm good enough for any one..

bud it not fair to her with all these thoughts...
bringing her sadness instead of happiness..

everything just not that way i wanted..
thats so much for being a perfectionist..
thinking of how i wan to live my life..
how i wan things to be..

bud its all out of my reach..

and i find no solution to solve this problem that i have..

mayb i should continue being lazy..
lazy to think..
lazy to care..
lazy to bother...
just wanna lie on my bed..
watch that damn tv..

i just duno what is wrong with me...
nothing is wrong with this relationship..
yet i just feel wrong..
and i duno why...
i just wanna be a perfect boyf.
which i dun think i can..

PERFECTIONIST! GO AWAY!!!

left 10:23 AM

okay,
i guess i'm just being over sensitive..
and i admit that i'm full of negative thoughts..

i'm sorry baby!
i just can't stop thinking too much..
cause my nature is like that..

left 8:15 AM

i duno why,
bud somehow i feel that its drifting apart....

left 11:35 AM

after last night's thinking..
i guess i expected more..

a man is always greedy..
*sigh*

i'm sorry..
i guess i have to care less and have less expectation...

left 12:56 AM

Last night,
went to ECP to celebrate Ah He's Birthday.
around 10 plus going 11..
baby msged me..
told me she reached home..
and will call me soon...
bud in the end it was not soon at all..

the moment she said soon..
i have been holding onto my phone..
waiting for her call..
and finally when she called..
we chat for awhile..
and thanks to my damn bloody phone..
auto hang up..
den my phone went low batt..
so baby told me that she will msg me before she sleep..
in the end,
around 1 plus,
no msg at all..
den i already expected she fallen asleep..
bud there is no need to tell me that she will msg me before she sleep.
it just makes me wait like a fool.
keep looking at my phone..
waiting for her msg..

after that i dump my phone into my bag..
chit chat with my gangs of brothers..
den a few of us went to the beach to lie on..
of course with newspaper..
so as not to dirty our only clothings on...
had some guy's talk..

and enjoy the breeze and the waves at the same time..
its just the perfect place where i wanna live..
that peaceful life..
gaze upon the star..

and my mind was filled with her..
things have been going through my mind..
those fears again...
and what will happen to us in future..
i was thinking with my eyes close..
and naturally,
i kinda slept for a short while..

after that went back to the pit to chit chat..
arouind 4 plus to 5,
we went back to the beach again..
to lie down and have a sleep before we have to leave..
while lying down..
we were gazing at the stars..
the weather was so perfect..
was able to see a lot of stars.

and guess wat..
a few of us managed to see a shooting star..
wow..
so nice..
and so fast..
the speed is just like a blink of and eye..
and ta ta!
its gone..

made a wish upon seeing the shooting star..
and i shall keep that wish a secret..

so while lying down..
and chatted,
the sky starts to get brighter..
so we were discussing where the sun will rise..
cause we are all waiting to see the sun rise.
and unfortunately,
we couldn't see and the reason is unknown..

so we headed back to the pit and the others had finished clearing the pit..
so we went to take bus..
the bus journey was damn long..

and most of us fall asleep on the bus..
reached home at around 9.
charged my phone and saw baby's msg..
and i'm blogging now..
at the same time trying to fix my damn bloody ipod white screen of death...
stupid name huh..
and i shall turn in now..

meeting baby later..

Ps: Ah He, if u happen to pass by my blog, just wanna say thanks for the bbq and wish u a happy birthday in advance =D and i'm sorry that i may not see u off to tekong.. But hope u take care of yourself in there..

left 9:44 AM

AHHHH!!! IPOD WHITE SCREEN OF DEATH!!!
my ipod has been white screen since monday!
and i'm not sure if my warranty is over..

if its over..
damn.
i cant afford to send it for servicing..
cause the savings i have right now is just enough for my driving lessons..

hopefully i pass..
this time round..
if not..
i really gt nothing to say..

any way,
i so can't wait to see baby..
a weeks seems like a few weeks to me..
it felt so long..
it felt like we have been seperated for a long time.

lastly,
finally i can online during work!
WOOHOO!
i have tried days without internet access...
its so hard to survive..
no work is given..
i just secretly watch movies that i have..
feel so sleepy..

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Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


i find it so true when i took this quiz..
try it..
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

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