last night,
baby sent me a totally random msg..
the msg was long,
so the first sight of it..

i couldn't bring myself to read it..
it could have gave me an heart attack.

it seems like it dying out..
i did my best for this relationship..
i just dun wan to see it end..

glad i had an toothache..
the pain numb my heart and my mind..
its good because i wun think about those msges.

and i slept from 9 plus till morning..
totally exhausted and i duno why...

indeed feeling changed,
my feeling have grown deeper..
bud i noe u dun have the time,
and thats the reason why it seems to be drifting apart..
but its not..

i guess the feeling is not strong enough...
there is nothing i can do..
bud to continue building up this relationship..
hoping and praying that it's not gonna tear us apart..
and whoever tear us apart..
i'm gonna rip that ass apart..

i'm lost once again..
i'm confused..
i duno whats best for us..
mayb stop thinking and bothering will be better..
just let nature takes its course...
go with the flow..
go with the tempo.

everytime i close my eyes,
its just heartache that i feel.
her image that i see..
the text that she sent into my mind..

this shall be my last post..
i swear i'm not gonna touch it any more...

Label: things weren't the same any more...

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