After wad has happened,
i'm happy to hear the decision she made.

i noe i'm being selfish..
i'm just scared..
not that i dun trust nor believe..
i'm just insecure and does not have the confident to do so.

ever since that day,
i have been cherishing every moment that we spent.
keeping those moments in my mind..
everytime she is doing her work.
i'll be looking at her.
my heart just aches.
tears just wanna burst out.
wondering how long can we last.
i wan it to last forever.
but will we fall apart?
mayb not now.
but how about in the future?

i'm just so afraid to face the future.
not knowing what is gonna happen.

After i watched UP at her house while she was studying.
saw how loving the old man and his wife.
makes me feel like seeing me and her having that kind of life.
so old, yet the love is strong.

i'm just living everyday in fear.
fear of being broken apart.
fear of losing her.

the fear is too big for me to take it.
its devouring me.

this fear makes me realised how madly, deeply i am in love with her.
i noe i can't ask for more.
but to cherish every moment we spent.

i'm just too simple.
all i ask for is to be some one important/ special to you.
some one u can rely on.

ps: dui bu qi! shi wo tai ai ni le..

Label: Ignorance is a bliss. Cherishing is being true.

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