Alright, its been a long time since i last update!

i had a nightmare last night..
i woke up in tears..
i dreamt that she left me because she still can't forget him...
seeing her back view getting smaller,
our distance getting further..
that fear,
that pain..
is unbearable....
seems like i watch too much of ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni..
while watching,
i cried..
not because of the show..
is because of wat is happening to us.

i admit..
i mind that she still can't forget him..
or tend to think of him..
although i hope it will not affect us..

but sometime i will think of it..
i keep trying to convince myself that she will get over him..
things will get better in time..

i may be the only one that loves her more than her ex..
but i noe..
i'll never be the guy that she love the most..
or should i say..
more than her ex..

the shadow of him is a fear of mine....
i've got nothing else to say or do...
but i keep telling myself that..
if she really love me.
she will forget him..

ps: all these while, that is the only thing i have been wishing and hoping for....
Label: i believe it will get better in time...

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